Sunday 30 September 2012

IT HAS HAPPENED!

IT HAS HAPPENED!  My book is now up for sale on Amazon.  Currently only available for kindle download, soon customers will be able to order the paperback version as well - as soon as I approve the proof copy when it arrives. XD

So excited about the fabulous cover designed by Carly Woodhouse - it just looks awesome!  It might have taken longer than I would have liked, but I'm really happy with it.

For those who have already read the book, I have now changed the ending to better fit in with the 'suspense' category I have dumped the book into. 

The kindle link is as follows:
http://www.amazon.co.uk/Elysium-Dysfunction-ebook/dp/B006ZCGM72/ref=sr_1_20?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1348997684&sr=1-20

Hopefully I can amend this to add the link to the paperback version soon!

Monday 20 August 2012

New Project

Started a new project for a university friend of mine today.  She LARPs, and I made her a blanket in the colours of Milen as she kept on getting cold during the nights - probably because all she eats during the game is cake!  Apparently her kitties love it so much she decided to commission me to make another one.  Now, I have discovered that I cannot repeat the same project twice - I get so bored.  So, I've used the same stitch as it is nice and cushy on the paws, but I've mixed up the stripe pattern a little.

Zak has already approved of the initial set up!



Pattern for those who are interested:

Holding two strands together, Ch 101.

Row 1: DC in second CH from hook,  DC in each CH along.  100 SC.
Row 2: CH1. (DC in DC, TR in DC).  Repeat (***) until end.  50 DC, 50 TR.
Row 3:  CH1 (DC in TR, TR in DC)  Repeat (***) until end.  50 DC, 50 TR.
Repeat row 3 until piece is desired length.

I'm changing the colour every 5 repetitions, I have dark brown, a fawn, a tan and a cream.  The pattern goes: 
Brown/Brown x 5, 
Brown/Fawn x 5, 
Fawn/Fawn x 5, 
Fawn/Tan x 5, 
Tan/Tan x 5 
Tan/Cream x 5 
Cream/Cream x 5
etc etc.  You get the picture.

Will add to this post once I've done enough for it to be worth another picture!

Saturday 14 July 2012

New Fanfic

Finally finished 'Only Pussies Hate the Snow'.  It's been a draft on my hard drive for an awfully long time, but while I was bored in my hotel room in Germany I found the time to polish the draft and finish it off.  I expect I'll never be quite happy with it, but I'm happy enough to put it up on Fanfiction.net.  After quite a busy week last week - silly me, thinking that taking time off of work would mean that I would have time to relax of all things! - and an equally busy and possibly internet free week planned next week, I thought it best to just get it out there before we leave for the Whitterings in half an hour.


Of course, now that it's uploaded I'm wishing that I had given myself that extra time and finished the last read through.  I think I got to page 10 or so, so it's been more than half edited, and I concentrated on the later portions of the fic while in Germany, so the whole should be quite presentable.  The reviews will tell, I expect, if I get any.  Hopefully I will.


Hilariously, the reviews for Filling the Void dropped off massively once I took the 'yaoi' out of the story summary and decided to leave it as a friendship fic.  I knew that the only people who trawl the Ichigo & Renji character combination are perverted yaoi fangirls!  I think I only got one review for the last chapter, and that was a couple of weeks after posting it! 


About to head out for a party which will hopefully fill the old cliche - sex, drugs and rock and roll.  Alcohol still counts as a drug right?   I could be wrong about that.  And the sex totally depends on the location, of course.  


The cats have food, the plants have been watered and the snakes probably won't even notice that we're gone...

Tuesday 26 June 2012

Two Track Mind

It’s not always easy for brain to switch tracks.  For the last week I have been reading Gundam Wing and writing Bleach.  I have missed Gundam Wing... but Gundam Wing on fanfiction.net is to be avoided.  Too many children have tried to write it, and whereas I will always encourage others to write and to share their knowledge of the world and indulge in their own creativity, that does not mean that I am willing to read it for fun.

Luckily there are many good Gundam Wing websites out there, my favourite being Raygunworks.net.  GWaddiction is good too, but the search function has been down for several years now, and that basically turns it into a large and confusing database where you have to note down your place as it is all in frames and your browser will never remember where you were if your system crashes.  Saying that, system crashes are not the danger they were when I was first discovering this fandom, four computers and two operating systems ago.

Moving between Gundam Wing – futuristic war torn civilisation that has mastered both space habitation and spare warfare – and Bleach – modern day mythology with monsters thrown in for good measure – is a little disorientating.  The two are wildly different, although they both do have rather large casts, Bleach more so than GW, although as Bleach has at least six times as many episodes it makes sense that it has a larger cast of characters.

Bleach seems to have more background for each character, it was a manga that gained in popularity and became an anime, and because of that it seems that each character is very well rounded.  GW was put together hastily as a way to sell mecha figurines of the gundams, and it’s popularity as a series was almost unexpected, leading to several additional manga volumes and Endless Waltz.  I am very familiar with most of the events in the Anime, although I believe I have only managed to watch all the episodes once.  Unfortunately the basic nature of the artwork, when compared to more recent Anime, seems rather unfinished and inconsistent.  It is the idea of Gundam Wing – five fifteen year old freedom fighters fighting a war in the most brilliant mecha science and imagination have to offer – that makes it popular, rather than the presentation.

Not to say that Bleach isn’t awesome, in its own way, and evidentially it is the more successful series, in that it is still going while GW’s brief flash of glory is long over.  Still, I think that the very things that made GW the less successful anime make it so wonderful to write about.  You only have the bare bones of each character’s backstory, which makes it very easy to add in whatever you like, and the world is both massive and loosely defined.  Gundam Wing took a cast of, say, ten main characters, made them interesting and then turned them loose into the world, and that gave the fans the leeway to imagine their future, shaped by the war that they have already fought.

I suppose the point to this entire ramble is that I love Gundam Wing.  It will always have a special place in my heart, although other bigger and better anime’s have superseded it.  I don’t really feel the need to continue writing GW fanfiction, that urge passed long ago, but diving back into the delights of Maldoror’s ‘The Arrangement’ or Mel and Christy’s ‘Death and the Dragon’ is like picking up a well worn novel you loved when you were younger, and will still love.  There is only a handful Bleach fanfiction I have ever felt like that about - Tituba3’s ‘Odalisque’ and StarkBlack’s ‘I Come to you in Pieces’, although there are several FFVII stories that also fit the bill.  I don’t know if it is just that I know where to look with the Gundam Wing fanfiction to find the really, truly awesome stories and I haven’t found the same archives for Bleach, or if it’s that the equivalent stories for Bleach have not yet been written.  Bleach has been around long enough to get some real hardcore fans though... perhaps it’s the sheer amount of fanfiction on fanfiction.net that makes it hard to sift through to find the gems.  A little hypocritical of me I admit – I go to specific fan sites for my Gundam Wing and stick to FF.net for my Bleach.

Bleach has almost gone on for too long now, although I still felt a pang of sorrow when Tite Kubo announced that the current Manga arc will be the last arc.    I expect that Bleach will go the same way as Naruto and never really die.  Thinking on it, perhaps fans have less reason to write in depth Bleach fanfiction, as there is more canon plot to come.  Gundam Wing is over, we can expect no more new material from the universe, and so the only continuation is to write fanfiction.  There is a security in writing fanfiction once the universe has ended, compared to writing while the story is ongoing, spilling from the creators mind week after week – and the creator may reveal one plot twist or another that throws your entire work of fiction off track.  Think of how many fanfics became unexpectedly AU one JKR killed Sirius, for example.

Random streams of consciousness written during breaks at work end up in interesting places.  This one ended up talking about a completely different issue to the one that first caught my attention – that I was splitting my brain between two fandoms with little apparent effort.  The human brain is a fantastic computer.  I hope that the technologies to explore the human mind, perhaps to save the data of a lifetime into a HDD, are developed within my lifetime, as seeing science fiction come to life is always a treat.

Sunday 6 May 2012

Cats are Contrary

As I believe is fairly common among pet owners, my two cats know that when the humans say 'din dins' it means that food will shortly be presented to them, and they make the anticipated fuss - miaowing, running to the kitchen, running between the kitchen and the food bowl in case the food has magically teleported there (ok, that one is our fault - sometimes one person will put the food into the bowls and then pass through the hatch in the wall to the other person) and generally getting underfoot and making a nuisance of themselves - when you think about it, it might be safer for both cat and human if they didn't know that the food was on it's way!


Now, for the past few days the cats have been given biscuits for both meals as we're out of wet food.  The shopping was going to be delivered today, but as we went to Goodwood for the Super Car day, and it was half price delivery on Monday, I changed it to Monday.  Tonight, to make it up to the cats, I gave them ham with their biscuits.  Ham is usually delivered in small pieces, the offcuts from sandwiches or a scrap from dinner, and it is usually consumed as quickly as it is offered, occasionally they nearly take my fingers with the meat.


Have they touched it?


No.

Tuesday 24 April 2012

Crochet Project: Butterfly Mobile

I made a butterfly mobile for a colleague this evening.  I think that she now may be Tom's least favourite person, but that can't be helped.  At her scan this morning she was told that she is having a girl, so now we all know that we have to buy her pink things!  I don't expect that the others will make her anything, but I think every baby should have something hand made.


The butterflies are from this pattern: http://www.crochetville.org/forum/showpost.php?p=2075057&postcount=1


Rather than hanging them from a circular frame, I chose to use bamboo skewers to make a 'Gods Eye' and then croched chains to hang them from, joining to each butterfly with a sc that encompassed the black chain of the body and one or two of the dc underneath it.  This also stops the body from moving around so that the antenna don't move out of place.  The other end of the chain was just slid onto the skewers.


The central chain is 15, the next 25, 35 and so on.  I then chained 70 twice, attached the chains to the opposite ends, (outside the chains that hold the butterflies) and then tied the two in a knot to hang it from.  The two loops at the top I sc'd around, to create a sturdy-ish loop to hang the mobile from.  The weight of the mobile and the nature of the frame stops the chains from sliding off the ends, even if a butterfly is tugged.


I would suggest, if anyone else wants to try this, making small playdough or plasticene balls to stick on the end of the skewers.  I did carve the pointy end off, but it's still not exactly 'child safe'.  I originally thought of blu-tack, but that might be toxic so I think playdough would be safer as that's designed for children.


Sorry that the pictures aren't as clear as they could be, my phone is not the best.



Sunday 22 April 2012

Writing Box

I bought an antique writing box from eBay, after an evening of arguing with Tom over the layout of the flat and the lack of a table.  To be fair, the flat is so small that a table would be wildly impractical, and in theory the writing box will give me a nice sloped surface to write on.  In practice I am waiting on Tom to make a repair to one of the wooden panels that make up the writing surface before I begin to use it as I don't want to stress the panels or the leather.


I am mostly happy with the writing box, but slightly disappointed by the lack of secret drawer - the description on eBay was not a full one.


Still, its a solid box, and I believe I got my moneys worth. The next step is to get it repaired and start using it!

Wednesday 4 April 2012

Ebay and Leather Bound Eco Friendly Journals

Ebay is at the same time fantastic and terrifying.  It means that craftspeople who do not produce enough to afford the rent of a shop have a far wider customer base than would have been possible thirty years ago, and it gives the opportunity for unwanted presents and inherited furniture to find new homes.  It also means that the little niche shops that are just scraping by are finding it harder and harder to compete with the online prices.

But my intention at the start of this post was not to rant about the tragedy that in 20 years time there could be no independent shops left on the streets and we will do all our shopping online – because that is the shape of the future, and all the complaining in the world isn’t going to change anything.  We can only change things by our actions, and the sad truth is that things are often cheaper online, and I am a pragmatic person who will go for the cheapest or most convenient option.  When the closest crystal shop is a 30 minute drive away and ebay is 30 seconds away, it’s not too hard to predict which option I will go for!

The ebay shop run by WiccaWorld (http://stores.ebay.co.uk/wiccaworld) has the most beautiful hand made leather journals.  What really impressed me with the shop was the way the owner went the extra mile to make sure that the journals were entirely eco friendly.  I admit, I was tempted the most by the massive alter tome.  (If only I had £100.00 to spare...) The massive size evokes the middle ages and film sets, books that big just aren’t common anymore!  I can imagine filling it with water colour images and copperplate handwriting.  Their smaller journals are just as attractive, and if the pictures are to be trusted, the detailing on the covers is fantastic.  I have just about made up my mind to treat myself to one next payday.

Thursday 22 March 2012

Reviews

There is something special about waking up to find reviews of your work sitting in your inbox.  It's one of the things that I find so addicting about posting fiction online - the instant feedback.  I try to reply to as many reviews as I can - even the one liners - although my policy with one word reviews is to respond with one word.


I am ashamed to admit that I do not review as frequently as I ought to during my own scouring of the fiction sites.  I tend to read stories that are already finished, and so reviewing chapter by chapter seems silly.  I suppose that it is the stories that really grab my emotions and make me laugh or cry or rage that I find worthy of review.  I have to refrain from reviewing the less well written works, as I find it very hard not to be sarcastic when giving negative feedback.  Positive feedback is a lot easier!  Reading completed stories mean that there is no point emailing suggestions about the content of the story, so when I review if I feel the need for constructive criticism I confine myself to the topic of the author's general writing style.


The majority of the reviews that I receive contain general praise for the story, and a plea to update soon.  While all reviews are precious to me, the reviews where someone has taken time out of their day to write me a 'letter' in email form are my favourites.  I even wrote an epilogue to a story that I had considered complete in response to one review - the reader did not feel that the story was completely closed, and although it had been three years since I had written it, once I had read it over I agreed with her, and the epilogue was born.


I believe that the internet has given writers an opportunity to place our work, or sections of it, in the public domain for public perusal, and that that is something new and exciting that we should take advantage of, whether we are playing in someone else's sandpit or creating our own worlds.

Tuesday 20 March 2012

Bike Racks

It is a continual source of frustration to me that Crawley has intermittent bike paths simply everywhere, and yet I still ended up locking my bike to a lamp post outside the doctors surgery today.  The other thing that annoys me is the bike path along Northgate Avenue continues to the front of the old library, and then mysteriously vanishes.  You have to navigate a very big roundabout and a busy road, before it picks up again, going the wrong way down a one way street.  Why it doesn't continue on down the front of the Town Hall?  The pavement's more than wide enough!  They even put down fresh tarmac recently, so why not paint a white line down the middle, rather than forcing cyclists to either dodge daydreaming pedestrians or tangle with some frankly rather scary drivers during the Saturday shopping rush.


The good news is that they've finally finished the external refurbish of Gales Drive shops, and they have now put the bike racks back!

Beginnings...

Beginnings are generally considered to be a sensible place to start, but when you are dealing with the internet, I'm not sure I really want to start from the very beginning of my life.  I'm not really sure what I want this blog to say about myself, but I know that academically this is a good place to start if a person wishes, like me, to become a writer.  It's a way of connecting with the readers, whom at this moment consist of two old university friends and my parents.  (Those who read my fanfiction, much as I love them and treasure their input, don't count).  Actually, that may be an unfair statement, as I truely believe that writing fanfiction has made me a better writer overall, and those who have chosen to give me feedback to help me improve my writing should surely be acknowledged.

Now I think I might be being a little too philosophical for a first post.

Re-reading the first sentance, I am not sure that my statement, that I wish to 'become' a writer is correct either.  I am already a writer.  It is one of the ways I define myself - as I also define myself buy my love of cats, my hobby of winding coloured wool into wierd and wonderful shapes and patterns, and my tendency to ride my bicycle.  I write, therefore I am a writer.  I am also both a published and a self published writer.  So far I have made more from the published, although as I never managed to actually put my cheque into the bank, it is more of a symbolic victory.  Still, it happened.  My short story was chosen, and the anthology 'Never Hit By Lightning' is up for sale, and achieved a favourable review on Literature and Latte.

Now, I begin a blog and offer my thoughts and feelings on life to the world for their perusal and discussion.  If you think about it, the internet is pretty terrifying.

To life, to life, l'chaim!

Poem: The British Dilemma

Frost rimes the grass Breath clouds, visible Am I a dragon? Or a puffing train? I selfishly guard my mug Hoarding the warmth Shivering...